8th september 2019 in Clearing the competitive exam NEET

good morning everybody! so yesterday was a very weird and sad day for me. i was regretting not studying in 11th and leaving the institute. the intensity was so much that i didn’t even realize what i did next. i was just reading something on the internet when i came across this website which said that i could go back in time and there was a number where i had to ask for details. so i did. the guy told me to call him i asked him if it was safe he said yes sister and i phoned him up and he told that there were some kinda rituals which would take 3-4 days and after some talk i told him i would ask my mother and i never called back.
yesterday i felt even more worse my love is sick so i can’t talk to him much on phone.
i decided to sleep and out of everything in the world i was thinking about time dilation, relativity, time rate god my head still hurts i just can’t stop thinking about it. it’s like i wanna put aside everything and just think about how actually is it working.
i have my exam tomorrow.
i hope i complete my syllabus since i did nothing yesterday.
my neck hurts too oh god.
okay it is gone i am not gonna think about it again. shh.
maybe i don’t know becoming a surgeon is so close to my heart and i am gonna have to focus on my aim.
let’s just study <3
all the best