7th september 2019 in Clearing the competitive exam NEET

hi everybody! i didn’t write yesterday because i needed a break from studies and a good nap time haha. i was left with so many chapters before the english exam which was yesterday so i decided i would study late night and then i woke up in the morning at 3:30 i completed all my syllabus and the exam was amazing. two chapters of biology with mcq’s ( for neet ) have been done. i have my chemistry exam sighday after tomorrow. it’s like whole book of organic chemistry and some chapters from physical chemistry. there are nine chapters… i have done 3 already 4 i have to revise and 2 i have to learn. it is 10:59 am rn. yawn i feel like i’ll never be able to make it but then i am like if i really wanna do it there can’t be anyone better than me.
oh my god why am i so sleepy. i saw a girl i wanted to tell her that she’s beautiful lol no homo so i just wrote that and gave it to her. i feel weird why did i do that. i got a sour look from that person who i was talking about yesterday. let’s call him Y. i didn’t have a single enemy xD now i do and he used to be my best friend. i just hate him.
nevermind i just wanna be super happy and successful. He’d die inside seeing that.
no one has been that disrespectful to me and to be honest i didn’t say anything. i didn’t answer him back or disrespect him in return it just isn’t me. i don’t wanna speak for my defence my actions are gonna.
but anyway we gotta focus on the study. i am just gonna make my hair and study for this chemistry exam. i am gonna start from 4th chapter of chemistry and just see how far i go.
all the best :))
we can do it !
peace out