I had the weirdest dream last night. My ex-boyfriend Raymond showed up!!! Usually my dreams entail my husband or Gian but this time it was the most unexpected person that I just had to start journaling my dreams. What sucks is I already forget most of it. Hah!
My dreams would usually consist of some crazy storyline with my husband, a bunch of strangers I don’t know, or random people I used to know. On rare occasions Gian would show up. It would be months or even years that he would pop up in my dream. But of late, it’s been happening more and more often that I’m scared I’ll say his name while I’m sleeping next to my husband!!! But last night’s dream had Raymond in it!!!
Now I feel like I should back track and tell you who’s who.
MY HUSBAND: Friends since 4th grade, first love, and boyfriend in 6th, 8th, 9th, and two months in 10th grade. Rekindled our love in 2014 and married in 2016. No kids yet.
RAYMOND: Skater boy I dated right after my husband and I broke up in 10th grade. Lasted 8 month since he eventually didn’t make an effort to be part of my life, it was always me making the effort to spend time with him and his friends. On the last day of 10th grade I wanted to go to a bonfire but he didn’t so I went. I had so much fun I flashed my boobs to a group of boys from my grade, and flirted and groped GIAN. Things obviously ended with Raymond after he found out.
GIAN: Jeeeesuuuussss!!!!! He is the one that got away. We had that little grope fest at the end of 10th grade bonfire. That summer I threw a few bonfires in the hopes that he would show up but he never did. He was the quiet shy type. I was clearly very outgoing and not shy at all, but with Gian I was so shy couldn’t talk to him in person. We talked a few times on the phone but that was it. In person, I feel like we both struggled to talk to each other. There was one other occasion we got a little touchy feeley with one another. At Chris house party. We both spent the night on a crowded couch with two other people beside us. Goddddd, how much I wanted to take him into the bathroom and jump his bones and have my way with him. But in reality we both just had our hands in each other’s pants all night. That was it… we talked on the phone once or twice after high school but by that time I was dating someone else.
So there… we have some sort of start. Too bad I don’t remember much about the dream I had with Raymond in it.
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