The yearly letter in Just me

I knew it was about time for her (my so called mother) to write me again, unlike last year she didn't bother to disguise her handwriting and put a return address on it.

Over the past three years she's slowly been admitting she MIGHT have had SOME fault. More and more with each year.

This year I was BEGGED to contact one of them. Like she doesn't have my mobile and I've never not answered Josh's calls I just don't bother to call HIM anymore. And while she is blocked on fb, due to their recent changes others could find me. Like really dramatic much?

Other people get pissed off at the letters, I just laugh. I stopped caring about her a long time ago, it doesn't bother me. It's pathetic really.

I always thought i'd feel some sense of something if she ever admitted any fault, but I didn't. I just, I know she doesn't really feel that, it's all just fancy words to try and get me back under her control so she can abuse me more again. The woman hasn't told the truth in her entire life, she doesn't know what it is. She can could pass a lie detector test with her lies because they become the truth to her.

And just to be mean I got someone else to write not at this address on the letter (I opened it carefully) and posted it. That'll get under her skin to no end No she doesn't have my new address just the old one and they passed it on to me.

I read something a friend put up and fb and so wanted to remember it for the future "I do not withhold my children from my parents as punishment. I refuse contact because I’m protecting my children from unacceptable behaviour." - anon.