I am so hurt and confused, and I just want to die. Honestly that’s all I want right now because every other option is too painful.
My husband just told me he’s leaving me tomorrow. He called me a burden, worthless, dead weight, and a psycho path. How did all of this start? Because he asked me if I had been using the stridex pads he got me and I told him I had forgotten to. This set him off into a rage about me forgetting everything and not being able to do anything for myself. When I said how ridiculous it was to get mad at me over this, he said it’s way bigger than that. I started crying hysterically after he called me a burden, and then he said he can’t take it anymore and he’s leaving tomorrow. I ran away, screaming and crying and he called me back in the room to tell me “we can still be friends.”
I am absolutely hysterical. I cannot go through this no matter what happens; either he stays and this happens again or he leaves and I’m left alone with my thoughts and will probably end up killing myself anyway. I don’t know what I did to deserve this or why I can never be happy like everyone else in my family is. I don’t know why God doesn’t want happiness for me like he does them. I guess I really am worthless.
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