Man, I feel like a woman. in It's a Suhaila!

India beat Pakistan in the cricket today.

It’s a lossal sporting rivalry, and when you look at the fans, it means a lot to them, and they don’t care about politics, they want to enjoy the cricket.

I went kite flying again with Jasmine yesterday. I’m really beginning to get the hang of it all now! Less crashing and swearing, but maybe the weather was better for it? I don’t know.

Suhaila is still dating her boyfriend from the double date night last month. I hadn’t thought anything more of Sam until I got a message from him the other day wanting to just meet up for an evening. So last night I went to meet him, Salena looked after Jasmine for me.

We ended up chatting and laughing for a bit in a local pub (I had fruit juice!) and it wasn’t so bad! As we left, he gave me a hug, and we just stood there for a moment and our lips breifly met…

He asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet… I knew at that point what he was after. I knew we couldn’t go back home because of Salena and Jasmine, so I went back to his. And the answer is yes, we did. I just hope he has understanding neighbours as we ended up having sex for four hours (not continuously, there were breaks between each!). It’s been just over a year since I last had sex and tbh I wasn’t aware of how much I wanted to do it again until our lips met.

That’s all it was, sex… and yes… Suhaila has had a one night stand. That’s pretty much all it was, but it’s made me feel alive again.