So I finally got my passwords back for my two DE accounts. I’ve downloaded my diaries & I read a couple of entries, but I’m just… I’m not sure I’m going to be able to read them. They’re of a time in my life where I just had the worst head space, & I’m so much better now. I’m confident, I’m happy, I have a “don’t give a shit attitude” about people.
I’ve moved on from that person, but I guess I’m worried that if I sit & read all of my past entries I’ll… devolve? & now I’m describing myself as a Pokemon. Typical Sunday morning!
I’m laying in bed, listening to Carl make me bacon (I bribed him with slow cooked curry). I should get up because somehow in the last day we’ve trashed the house & we have a viewing at 2:30 today. We’re both really bad when we’re in a rush that we leave everything everywhere & it ends up looking like a tornado has run through each of the rooms.
I’m actually surprised I don’t have a hang over. It was Laura’s UK hen last night (we went to Ibiza for four days last month for her first hen) it was a meal (which I had two bites of because I didn’t like it) then we had dancing, then we moved onto my ‘New Favourite Place’. It’s called pop world, & as you can imagine the music is incredible. When we walked in they were playing high school musical, they went through Disney, spice girls, take that, even some Bon Jovi.
At this point there were only four of us left, my four, my girls. There’s Laura S (hen), Laura H (yup, it gets confusing) & Claire. We screamed the lyrics, we danced away. It was incredible.
Now, it’s a long story & I won’t go into the details, but Laura H recently got out of a relationship of almost 10 years. They were engaged (in fact had the wedding booked for this August), & own a flat together. It was awful & horrible & there was cheating on his part.
So what’s a girl to do, when one of her best friends goes through this? Find her a hot guy to kiss & grind & put that absolute pile of shit out of her mind for a while. Which we did.
Tomorrow I have the day off work because I’m going to a beauty school to do a course in eye lash extensions. We were thinking about the future & what I can do when we have kids & go on maternity leave, because our government only give you a minimal amount of money & I need to bump up my money when I’m off. Lashes is something I’ve been thinking about for about a year, Carl wanted me to do book keeping, but it literally sounds like the worst thing ever & I also don’t want to give up my job because I’ve had to work so hard & do exams & hopefully get a qualification. So I went for lash extensions because it’s something I can do around my life & I’m actually interested in it. I’m doing it now because I want to have the business up & running & build a client base before maternity, which could be a couple years.
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