… are guilt trips.
Yesterday my friend and I had a good, long chat about how it sucks to feel guilty about everything. We talked about how we feel guilt over not visiting parents enough, not performing outstandingly at work all the time, not seeing enough friends and paradoxically, not having enough time to take care of ourselves.
But hey, now I’m eating some salad and having a homecooked meal! Haven’t had those in a while. I’ve had a bit of a migraine headache today, but it seems to be going away. Weird thing, always when the migraine is starting to recede I get really thirsty and also I feel like my bladder is finally filled with all the liquid.... It’s like during a migraine attack my body is shutting down all the plumbing for maintenance?
Now I’m about to have a glass of porter and chill for the evening. I need to chill out at work, too. In a way, the minor fuck-up I did earlier this week was partly due to my rushing and anxiety of getting things done ASAP. I need to learn that “hurry” means different thing here than it did in my last job.
Hmm. I do wish I would have someone special to love. I miss sexy times, yes, but also spending time on a sofa, watching movies or talking about the day over a cup of coffee. I’ve been on Tinder, but it hasn’t really felt the right forum for me. I’ve been on couple of dates, but unfortunately things haven’t really clicked, although the dates were quite alright.
For now, everything seems to be on hold.
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