loneliness in Feels.

I’m so lonely. Some people say that I’m faking it and that I just feel lonely because the people around me have boyfriends. I have never felt more lonely than I do right now, and it hurts. I can’t remember the last time that I’ve felt true pain like this. One of my best friends is telling lies about me, and my crush recently found out that I had feelings, so that’s fun. I’m scared that I’m going to lose the people that I love, but not even they make me feel complete. I always feel so empty and I always want to cry. I’m not even sure if that’s normal, but I keep telling myself that it is. People at school have started to notice my less cheerful self and my lack of effort. It’s almost as if every night I’m crying in bed for this feeling to go away. I don’t know how to fix it, though. My mom thinks that I’m faking it and that I’m just going through my teen emo and edgy phase. I’m actually cripplingly lonely and I even feel it when there’s people around me. I can be with a ginormous group of the nicest people on earth, but I’ll never feel less lonely.