Following through in Intentions

I had a late night last night so today felt I could take it easy on myself like I do too often. Late night or not. When did procrastination set in? My life is easy. Nothing pushing me. No dead lines, obligations, pressures. Bored really. At the same I have stuff I’m involved with. Online chat rooms. Stoicism. Buddha. I even have online coaching going on. Writing this, or rather reading this, seems as though I’m stuck in time. Searching with no real interest. Wasting time. Nothing that important. Not excited by anything. I sit more. Watch TV more. No. This is not what I want. But what do I want? At the very least what do I want with this time I now have? How to make use of it. Get excited with it. Something to ponder. If anyone reads this and you find yourself in similar predicament, what are you thoughts on this?