wish you loved me... in Lost..

I love you more than anything.. I didnt plan on falling in love with you, but it just happened.. & I wish sometimes I didnt, because now I’m lost.. Lost in loving you, hoping 1 day you feel the same way, knowing you never will.. Guess it’s my fault loving you when you belong to somebody else.. But yet I want to blame you for allowing me to love you.. You could have pushed me away if you knew you wouldnt feel the same.. but instead you keep me around in your corner because you know I’ll do anything for you.. & I mean any & everything.. Maybe you’re infatuated with the idea that you know deep down I’ll never leave.. but at this point, I want to let you go.. I just dont know how to😪