Who Knew Hey? in My Life, My Story, Your Distraction.

Hi so,
my life has been a rollercoaster ride, but then whose life isn’t hey, I don’t even know how to start this.
one thing I just want to say is that I may seem like an absolute idiot in most of my entries but sometimes I just don’t know what to do, all my life I have grown up to be independent and in some perspectives it is good because I can survive on my own but in a boy/men perspective it is not good because I get so independent that no guys want me because they feel like there is no place in my heart for them.
my life is pretty complicated, I have a family who doesn’t always understand me and we usually fight (a lot), I have friends who take shit out on me but when I leave the bad guy or they message me saying that they love me and that they don’t want me to go.
who really knows what goes on in the human mind when it comes to relationships and why we do things, it will always remain a mystery.
signing off- Mystery girl 6147
xoxo