Medication in 1st Book...

You don’t have to wear those big black shades.
The sadness seeps through, Like Black Water.
Order a one way ticket with a side of pills,
The medication failed again.

The razors didn’t cut deep enough,
The Bottle was full, And the chamber was empty.
A love letter written for one,
A pain that lasts forever.

Numbness conquers me again.

The devil said “Come Dance with me.”
I loved his lies, his beautiful words,
But, I woke up in the shit and dirt.

The Angel said “My Love is Eternal.”
I loved her. I loved her promise,
But, I woke up behind a broken mirror.

My prescription ran out.