time of year in thoughts

I don’t enjoy the holidays as much as people do. I tend to get panic attacks during this time of year. I’ve been lucky enough to get just two attacks so far during this time. Mainly because I work 10 hour shifts 4 to 5 times a week and don’t really have time to think. I wanted to work ALOT to not think so much. It’s been working so far… I don’t really have time for myself but I’m doing this while the holidays pass. Next semester I will go back to school and hopefully I can start fresh and focus. I don’t even know what I want to major in yet. My plan is to work as much as I can since I took a break from school and start during the spring again.