So, this morning kinda sucks ass because last night I didn't get much sleep. I have just gotten over the stomach flu, this is the second time I have gotten sick this freakin' winter urghhhh....anyway, I made the mistake of eating pizza before bed and ya...stomach ache woke me up. I finally said "fuck it" because I couldn't go back to sleep. I got up and ughhh I am feeling the lag and my stomach is all gross, so I'm not happy at all. I got into an argument last night with my bf and it wasn't very cool...but we have been sorta trying to figure things out lately, so the honeymoon part of it has passed which is cool cuz now we can be ourselves. He really wanted me to meet his best friend who flew in from New Orleans like a couple days ago but I really didn't want to but I didn't want to admit it. I told him that I didn't want to because I already knew why he wanted me to meet him. My boyfriend wants to get his friends' approval of me and I told him that I don't give a fuck what his friends had to say about me. I don't like being fake and acting like I want to meet them when I really don't. I'm not a social person to begin with but I do have acquaintances at work of course and a very limited amount of people I consider friends. I never ask my friends what they think of my boyfriend because I don't give a shit what they think either. He said that we are different and his friends' opinions matter to him and I said that fucked up because he shouldn't give a flying fuck. Anyway, we got that out in the open and his friend went back to New Orleans this morning....needless to say, I didn't meet him and I can't say that I regret it.
I'm not a fan of other homosexual men. I hate their catiness and their flambouyant attitudes etc. I guess I am a little jaded in a sense...or just a bitch.....either way I don't care for 'em.
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