Developing good habits... in Main Book
- Feb. 10, 2014, 11:18 a.m.
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Honestly, I think journaling is probably good for me. I'm in the midst of trying to fix myself and I believe journaling will help. So here I am.
My Sunday was completely uneventful. Saturday I had a class downtown. I really don't want to go next Saturday. It's my last Accounting & Finance class. If I don't go and take the final, I'll have a C in the class. If I DO go, I'll probably wind up with a B. If I study before I go, I could potentially maintain my A.
My Business Stats final is Thursday night. Currently I have a B in the class. The final is 100 points (and he says 30% of the grade...which doesn't compute mathematically). I've calculated that I will need to get 20 points on the exam in order to pass the class. Soooo....fingers crossed on that. I understand the material, but somehow half the time I am completely wrong.
Next week I start my FINAL quarter of degree-seeking schooling, hopefully in my life. I really hope that I can go the rest of my life without needing to obtain any sort of degree. 5 years ago I didn't think a Master's Degree was something I'd ever obtain. Today, I'm not sure I really even care. But I know I'd regret it if I hadn't gone for it. So there's that.
I'm going to see a psychiatrist today for the first time. In reading old diary entries, I was realized that while I look back on my past and think "Everything was better then!", I am actually just romanticizing my history. It's always been there. Honestly, I hate talking about any of it, so I'm a little concerned about how this will go. I kinda wish they'd just give me a survey or something and let me check the boxes that apply. I don't feel like explaining anything.
I am thinking of cutting my hair. Not like, pixie cut, but maybe shoulder length. I've been growing it since I got married. I actually cut a lot off last year and now it's just medium length. But it was really long (for me) at one point. I just feel like a change.
I should probably wait till it warms up outside. I think the cabin fever is making me want to do drastic things. I actually considered getting a blue streak the other day. I thought, "Yeah! That would be awesome! I'm doing it. Period." Then I googled images of women with blue hair and realized what a terrible idea it would be.
I did get blue glasses though. I've never been a lover of the color blue, but lately, I kinda dig it.
Pixie_Mom420 ⋅ February 10, 2014
My hair is currently half purple (the underhalf) and half black. my hair is naturally a dark brown almost black color and last year I got to where I wanted something different and cutting my hair isnt really an option right now. trying to grow it out just to prove that I can. haha. as for school and not wanting to go. i understand that all to well. my classes are tues/thurs nights and there is only two weeks left so im dragging and not wanting to go.
sarahbaby. ⋅ February 10, 2014
I think a blue streak in your hair would look awesome! And plus, blue dye fades really quickly so it's not much of a commitment.
Hope it goes well with the shrink.
MissMonkeykins ⋅ February 10, 2014
I've been dying to do purple highlights. I think instead I'm going to do all over color (not purple!) but I'm afraid I'm going to hate it. I think you're onto something with it being driven by cabin fever lol.
Good luck with finals!