In a rut! in Ramblings of a stranger..

  • Feb. 10, 2014, 3:43 a.m.
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I hate being whiney, depressing, and sad. So this is where I come to do so!

Ugh!

That's how I feel. That's a lie.

:'( <--- that's how I feel.

I want so bad to STOP letting people make me feel a certain way. I know I'm the only one who can change how I feel. I can't change other people. Or... Is that an option? Lol no, I know.

I feel the harder I try, the worse it is. But if I don't try, nothing happens. I constantly give the advice of being happy with yourself.. Stop putting your worth in other people.. Blah blah blah.

I'm, obviously not happy with myself. Well, I think I am. But why do I need other people's attention, to the point if it's not there I'm sad? Idk fuck I hate being sad. I hate letting others make me sad. And I hate that I keep saying that and feeling this way. Grr I need to get my shit together.. Ooh! Another line I use too often.


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