My son has the chicken pox, for the second time. Poor little guy. N* will be 4 soon, I suppose its good he got them now instead of in a few weeks time when its his birthday. The doctors said its rare to have them twice, but generally your body can get them more than once. If your that unlucky. Im really hoping L* wont get them, he's 2 and the moody one as it is. Its the end of the world and he wants everyone to know about it when hes not well, so yeah, best to get all crossables crossed that he doesnt get them.
It took me a while to remember my login for this diary, Im still not sure about it but on my old one I felt like I couldn't write, or say exactly what I wanted.
I had a mini meltdown yest, being home all day with the boys and not getting a minute to myself took its toll, I even had L* following me into the bathroom screaming or shouting or crying for something. I know it is sweet he is clingy with me, but sometimes I just need those 5 seconds to myself to pee. Alone!!
Today was better with them both, minus the fighting and launching toys at one another.
Ive applied to nursing at college this year, although I feel like my mind is going crazy with all these thoughts and I just dont know if it would be better for me to work for a while and gain experience, like working in a care home or something. I suppose I will find out, if I dont get into college I guess Im just worried that will be the case, then I will need to look for work. Juggling the 2 boys, with their dad working nights, and my idea of college seemed do-able but then I worry about the money and if its better for me to work. The good thing though is that come October, both the boys will be in nursery together so it should make things easier, and also help with L* socialising more with other kids and having a few hours away from me. Not in a bad way but I do think he needs it.
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