4. in MY FUCKED UP LIFE

When the morning rolled around I woke up and Daniel was standing in front of my bed as soon as he saw my eyes open he got in bed next to me hugged me and started apologizing, at this point this had happened before but I decided to forgive him and stay and he said he would change… he never did a couple of days later we got in a fight and he tried to kick me out again but when morning came he sat next to me and hugged me… during that fight, Jett and I were speaking and he told me that he always had a crush on me I never said I liked him back but when he asked if I ever felt the same way, I said I can’t say I did but I couldn’t say I didn’t… jett was always so nice and I saw how he treated his girlfriend, he was nothing but the perfect boyfriend. Later on, me Jett and I hung out alone and I told him I will break up with Daniel (not for him but because I should) and then slowly things started escalating between us it was all talk but I couldn’t stop… we talked every day all day… and it felt amazing… one day we were chilling in his room watching YouTube videos and then he kissed me and it felt amazing… I didn’t stop the kissing but I did stop things from escalating. We had such great kissing chemistry… Daniel never kissed me like that even when we first started dating… a couple of days later we had sex and I felt horrible. And then a couple days after that I was hanging out at jets house and Daniel called me and then we got in a fight over the phone and broke up I drove back home packed my clothes and that was the most heartbreaking thing…