hurt by you in my life and feeling

Getting hurt by the person that you love the most. Feel like your suffocating and it feel like you never can get out this hole that you are stuck it. I feel like I been I lost for a very long time nowhere to go just walking on an endless road of pain, chest on fire hard to breath feeling like you get out why do I have to go through this what did I do to deserve. I treat you like you my king like your above me I will do anything for you but what about me. why can’t I be treated like a queen why can’t you love me why do you always hut me why do you have to do this to me WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE YOU TREAT ME THIS WAY.