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  • Sept. 1, 2018, 11:51 p.m.
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yes , I do not know how to title this.
But first off, Hello. it’s 00:31 on my part of the world and it’s August the 2nd 2018.
It was my search for a good journal as a gift to my kids that eventually brought me here.
This quest to find the journal that would suit their different personalities, encourage their pursuit of interests, and help them understand their own personal self better.

I love the idea of having a journal.. just thinking about writing about my ideas, emotions, hopes, and crazy random ramblings excites me but I have difficulty in staying consistent. I get bored very quickly and my moods are all over the place. It takes a lot of energy for me to maintain my everyday calm and collected exterior. I know it would be healthier to just be me but I need to maintain my very busy household.

Because i couldn’t sleep , I decided to go back to my big notebook of wishful thinking and wrote down what i’d do if i won a super multi million jackpot in the lottery. £899million to be exact. hahahaha. I don’t know why I’ve hesitated just going for a billion - since I’m wishful thinking, I might as well… anyway, tonight wasn’t really a good night for it, coz i kept getting distracted by various projects (real life ones) I have going on and instead of enjoying my list of what to do with my jackpot, i ended up spending time worrying for my family’s safety if I ever got hold of a massive fortune. hiring privacy and security specialists and an army of legal experts would be my first splurge .. i think now, if something like that happens, I would keep it as anonymous as possible just to protect everything that is dear to me.

This is proving to be so relaxing and I am actually almost ready for bedtime now.. A couple of minutes on my vibrator should wrap this up quite nicely .. that’s me today. goodnight .


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