Cry in Shattered Heart

Every might I cry myself to sleep wishing that I sleep and never wake up!! But alas, here I am awake wondering… when did I become such a nobody… so unlovable? How can one person come into the picture and cause so much turmoil, so much self doubt…that feeling of not being enough cuts right through you like nothing else.
Makes you wonder what purpose you have on this earth..How 25yrs of your life be so meaningless..
This why instead of praying for a good day I wish to never wake up…