So not gonna lie, I’m 22 years of age and already want to isolate myself and become either a cat lady or a guinea pig lady. (Which would you pick?)
Things have been really rough for me this year from friends to romance to family to my personal health and finally work. Just everything had to happen at once and I can’t keep up. I’m usually ontop of my emotions and know how to move forward however right now I feel so out of control and don’t know what is right anymore.
I’m starting to find it difficult to actually talk to people about my emotions. I choke up and can’t quite connect my thoughts into words and just brush it off with “I dont know how I’m feeling” or “yep im alright” while internally theres a storm of never ending words.
However I feel so free whenever I write. Reason why I started this entry. I want to project everything into written out words which people can physically read and maybe even respond to or relate to. Just the thought that my unheard words can be read by someone makes me feel a little bit lighter.
My entries will probably entail details of what has happened to me, my aspirations or just random thoughts of the day. Either way this is my written out journey which I invite the people who are reading this to join. Speaking of if anyone is reading this, hi! Hope your day has been or is going lovely! And thank you for reading my entry :)
Well that is everything I wanted to write for tonight, just seeing my thoughts written down makes me feel better.
Time for a nice cup of tea with a guinea pig cuddle to end the day. Goodnight :)
P.S. I am really nervous about writing these entries, heck this took me an hour to write! But I wanted to take the plunge.
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