For the past few days I’ve been super moody and anxious and sad. I really close to getting my period (projected to start August 5th! thanks Clue), I’ve been working hard on getting my unit plans finished for the school year (I’ve completed kindergarten core units…onto first grade!), and I’ve been a little sad that I can’t see my friend who just had a baby…so I’ve been just moody and ick.
I haven’t been super nice to Dann or Freddie either. I’ve also had low motivation to do anything and I’m just forcing myself to get simple things done. I haven’t worked out since Saturday, and that was a struggle (after being good for the whole month of July!) I just haven’t been myself.
I thought maybe it was all the work I’ve been doing and putting pressure on myself to get done. I should have started my first grade units today. I got a little behind because Freddie won free swim lessons for the next 4 weeks (today was our first official day and he loved it! even went under the water) and my plans got screwed up a bit. I also had car trouble last week and had to take the car into the shop on Monday and Freddie got up super late (9am!) on Wednesday (I wasn’t waking him up for anything) so we played hooky and went to the transit museum (for free! love my cool culture pass). So I got behind. And I’ve gotten a bit behind on my business. I hit a wall with a few prospects on business and products and it got my frustrated so I needed to step back for a bit. Top it off with PMS and you’ve got one unhappy Mana.
I’ve really been feeling it the last 2 days. Today I felt like all I wanted to do was cry and couldn’t. I had little motivation to do anything, other than lay on the couch. It’s remarkable we actually got to swim class on time honestly…and I’ve been eating garbage because of my mood…I’m definitely an emotional eater. I texted Dann saying I either needed a good, long cry or an orgasm to get over this…
Turns out, all I needed was one hell of an orgasm!
I’m feeling a lot better now :)
~mana~
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