Just a quick update to my post yesterday....
I told the guy who shall not be named he didn’t have to come over, since he’d rather hang out with his friends apparently. Today, he still hadn’t responded to that message so I messaged asking if he was mad. He once again left me on read. I messaged ONCE MORE. Which I NEVER do. I said I was sorry. I meant it too… But you want to know what he responds with??
“Hey sorry, I’m not mad at all. It’s my bad for ghosting you a bit” “I’m kinda just talking to somebody at the moment and don’t want to try and hookup behind their back”
I really wasn’t surprised. Hurt? Yes. Beyond hurt. But not surprised. You know that feeling when your stomach sort of turns and you just know deep down things aren’t going how you think they are? I had the feeling for a while. I didn’t want to accept it. But here it is, thrown in my face.
He says I’m still an amazing person though, and to not get him wrong. Do you know how many times I’ve been told that? From childhood crushes to now??
Honestly, this makes me want to swear off of guys in general. Or just stop caring about love and eventual marriage. I can use and abuse just like anyone else. It’s been done to me so many times I’ll probably be the best user and abuser out there.
The only question is, who’s first?
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