School is out now. I have a job for the summer and I managed to make a really good friend.
I wish I tell you about it in person…
Things aren’t the same without you here. I’ve been doing better, but there are time when I get so lonely. My friends don’t help and my mom means well. I just can’t bring myself to smile some days. On those days I always wish that you were here with me. You’d keep me distracted for awhile and try to make me smile. Remember when we had to share a bike? We only had your bike when our parents got married and I couldn’t roller blade all the way to the store yet because my feet would hurt. The parents would give us money to buy snacks for movie night or for dinner and we’d get on your bike and ride to the store. Of course I pedaled because I strong enough to move our weight. Maybe that’s why you so desperately wanted to gain muscle. Couldn’t stand being weaker than your little sister huh? Haha! I’m kidding!
You were strong in other ways brother. You were always my support. I knew that whatever it was, you’d support me. I hate that I can’t even talk to you now. The Asshole tore us apart and it’s not fair. Why do you have be so out of reach? I’m hoping one day you’ll come visit me, but these days my hope is diminishing more and more each day. I can’t sleep anymore. Eating makes me sick. The thoughts racing through my head are getting worse, and I don’t know what to do! Why can’t you be here!? I NEED YOU HERE! YOU’RE MY BROTHER AND EVER SINCE YOU LEFT IT’S LIKE MY WORLD HAS SHATTERED! I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME! TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY!
I just want my brother back…
I love you Brother.
Love, Lil Sis
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