I have a ton of things to do, and normally, I’d be panicking right about now because I’ve waited until the absolute last moment. But I barely feel anything. I used to act like this in high school and failed my classes because I couldn’t bring myself to care. It got better towards the end and I actually made all A’s. When I got to college, I just couldn’t do it. I was stressed put all the time and would end up cutting because I felt so trapped.
Here I am again. I started taking classes again last year and was doing very well. Now, I’m fucking failing again. Passing is so important. I could get a new life soon! But I just don’t care enough to put in the work. When I actually sit down and focus on school, I do well. I know all the answers, I just don’t feel enough to put in the effort.
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