New Chapter in The 4th Chapter
- May 23, 2018, 6:14 a.m.
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New Chapter, new book.
For those that have my on social media you might pick up on the pun of this “book” title.
I’ve been away from any “Diary” for so long. I don’t even know where to begin.
I left Brad more than 2 years ago. I went on anti-depressants and finally opened my eyes to how abusive he was. I was dating a sociopath incapable of love. - a friend pointed out that he was a sociopath and when I looked it up I almost vomited because it was everything he was (minus hurting animals) -
Since then…
I’ve had two promotions at work. None without some serious rollercoaster times that nearly broke me.
Watched Alanna grow into the most amazing little lady - 5’3 at 11 and a half, I can hardly call her little anymore.
As well as met the love of my life - Josh.
If finding someone as amazing as Josh meant paying in all the pain and abuse I went thru before him… then it was worth it. Because he is the most amazing thing to happen to not only myself, but Alanna too.
I am going to marry this boy. It’s been over a year with him and we both talk openly about it. However I’m atill paying off my student loan and he’s got his own business which he’s trying to expand. We want our own place but both have some obstacles to overcome first.
There are many hiccups in my life still. But at the end of the day, I’ve always got Alanna and Josh.
I have no idea how to post photos into these anymore… you wouldn’t believe Alanna if you saw her now (for those that I don’t have on social media)
xoxo
Starryeyed ⋅ May 25, 2018