1.5 in annoying exercise book

Well, I finally made it back to the rec today. Only did a mile and a half, but much of it was on 5, and then my lower calf muscles (I'm sure they have a proper name but I can't remember it right now) started killing me, so I stopped. It felt good to run again. I'm not sure why I am so unmotivated to go do it, since I don't mind it once I actually get there. I'm weird.