Dear online diary,
When I was in 5th grade my mom decided it was best to move and get a bigger house. after moving school and losing friends it was hard and change me completely I didn’t want to talk and I would cry
only 2 days in my new school I flipped someone out of there chair out complete anger and sadness, but soon I learned how to control my emotions and learned to talk to people. I always lied about everything to help me out, I get made fun of about my short hair and would lie to people and say I had dreads and I cut it or that I am rich and how much my mom makes, I know its bad but I have to do whats bad for me.
7 months later......
Dear online diary
I don’t like this school but I’m okay, I have one friend and struggle with grades, I also get made fun of a lot for my hair, clothes, and shoes. I didn’t think it would be like this, I am alone and I had no “real” friends. my only best friend had so many friends, shoe game, and a boyfriend everything I always wanted. my best friends other friends planned on having a friend “gang” in middle school and that we would never forget each other.
1 year later.......
Dear online diary
I’m now in middle school and its great everyone is nice and I one friend in p.e. (K) and another in class (D).
(K) and I always talk and class and have fun, we get in trouble a lot but it doesn’t matter and (D) and I are not close to me anymore. (K) makes friends fast and talks a lot, she is also every teacher favorite and knows how to have fun and is really pretty I love her as a friend. As for my 5th-grade friend and our “gang” was fake it had nothing to do with me and they ignored me. My life is better than I ever expected it to be.
6 months later.....
Dear online diary
life is is a lie (K)is not really my friends anymore she left me for more popular girls,now she is the most popular girl in school and has people she love more than me, as for me well you can say that I tried, I’m just a little girl who had her first breakup and love, a girl tried to end up like (k) a girl who tried to kiss a boy and felt warmth inside a girl who, well just wants to be normal.
TO BE CONTINUED.........
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