Weather man, come save me in Procrastination Nation

Felt horrible today… This weather and pollen has caused a confusing answer as to if I’m either getting sick, or allergy season has stole my soul… Never been one find of spring… Only bc I like my slow developer of a green thumb. And I LOVE flowers and Earth Day. Didnt have time last yr or the year before, to celebrate… Mortuary school took up a lot of my time. So I vow this year to plant another tree again with my daughter… The Cleveland flowering pear I planted the first time is officially sprouting its beautiful buds finally. Not as tall as I figured. Could still be behind on the growth frame.... But none the less, its making me feel accomplished, 4 years later. Haha… I’m usually a fall and winter kinda gal. I hate sweating, I hate heat… Esp since I’m overweight… I only like the warmer weather for the flowers and the beach.... Cant wait to go back to the beach. I needed the one day away after all thats happened in the last 6ish months. Hopefully ill get over this terrible sick feeling in the morning. Ready for an off day. Ever since I broke the leg and ankle, it ate ALL my vacation and personal time I even had. So I use any random events on the 2 off days I have, even if that means I have to swap the days around to keep my typical 40 hour weeks. So in the last two weeks, I havent had my off days back to back and been working 6 or 7 days in a row. Not use to that … Esp since ive had the same exact schedule in the last 2 yrs… Having my normal off days this,week will be amazing. Ever since my daughter has gotten alil older, and still attached to me, she sleeps longer than she use to and so mommy gets to sleep like I use to BEFORE I had kiddo..... Random,… But I was singing one of my faves by Audio Slave, “Like A Stone”… And you know, Chris sings those long drawn out notes… I’m jamming and singing my heart out, realizing at the end of one of those long belts, that I was able to sing ALOT with just ONE breath.... No struggle to breathe… No gasping… I’m officially 2 months, smoke free and I thought I would NEVER get my lungs back. And I,did!… That’s an awesome sign .... I was so terrified I would end up with COPD… Ive seen so much of that. Ive been a social smoker plenty of times in the last 15 years… And I actually qent COLD DAMN TURKEY this time!… No meds, no patches… Just will power! I’m so freaking prous of myself. Cant say I didn’t wanna run and get one lately… But I overcame it. I can’t believe the hard part is over..... Tho now, currently in a hell fire coughing fit, (sickness tho)…and little girl is passed out. Think Ill eat and head behind her. Goodnight moon....