Well fuck me up a tree. Last night my ex joked about having not been laid in a while (last time either of us had sex was with one another). My response: It’s been just as long if not less (referring to potentially having sex with his most recent ex), so either take your pants off, or stop complaining.
Reconfirming that I still want to be with/have sex with him. Fuck.
I’ve been watching Jeremy Kyle (british version of Jerry springer) because I hate myself for loving him and figured watching white trash have issues would make me feel better… It does, but not as much as I would have hoped.
But, on a positive note, I am getting a cat. She’s a micro cat.. not by choice. She’s a runt and was abandoned in the cold. She’s just a little bit bigger length wise than a dollar bill and a half (butt to head) So… tiny.
Just tried Chicken and Wild rice from Medifast. I like it. Which is exciting because next month I will be doing Dairy free and Gluten free medifast. Which means basically BBQ puffs, chicken and wild rice soup, the two cereals, and blueberry oatmeal. I liked the BBQ puffs, and now the soup. I try the rest of the cereals tonight, and I just assume blueberry oatmeal tastes like… well… blueberry oatmeal.
Currently trying to get over the fact that my ex chooses other people over me. I’m not quite used to it. I offered him to come watch stuff with me. He said he wanted to “wake up and then he would” It’s been 4 hours.... and about time for work. I don’t think he’s coming in.
Oh, and my ex claims that she’s his ex. And yet he’s video chatting with her in MY FUCKING LIVINGROOM. Famous lie “I wasn’t ready for a relationship”. Go fuck yourself. I was having such a good fucking morning. Broke up with her my fucking ass.
Apparently he can video chat with her after fuck knows how few months, but barely even texted me. He can go fuck himself. Wonderful to know that our 2 years together meant nothing, but a relationship that couldn’t have lasted more than 3 months, that he said had no emotion, is more important to him. Then why is she saying “I love you” Hmnm? He wants to be my friend, and I do too, but right now, the best I can do is keep myself from decking him.
Like seriously? Who the fuck breaks up with a woman saying that it’s because he wasn’t ready, gets with a random girl, and supposedly breaks up with her, and then spends more time with her than with someone who is supposed to be a friend. Purposely neglecting the friend so they can video call the fucking “ex” Of which I am frankly convinced that they aren’t exes, and he was just trying to save face.
It just pisses me off so bad. And I know some people would be like, “Well, he broke up with you…” He also told me that he wanted to marry me, and that maybe when he got back from job corps we could start over again. Like hell if that’ll happen now.
So pissed that I literally have not eaten two of my meals, and drank a portion of my water. Literally sleep is the BEST option right now.
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