intro in journal

so this is my first entry as i want to try online journaling. I hope this helps me clear my mind and is intended to be therapeutic. As i believe myself to have fallen into a depressive fit recently in my life i needed an outlet for all the spirals of thought in my head. I love the touch and feel of real paper and as impersonal as this feels i have no option but to keep an online journal coz i am always under a close watch at home and i could never trust a book with my innermost thoughts and scandalous proceedings of my life as per indian societal standards. if i do have to write, better write somewhere i couldnt be traced. i once remember telling my batchmate in college while i was asked to perform in a kind of goofy dance play with her, “give me a mask and i will do anything, give me a mask and i will become my truest self.” masks are freedom.