You ever have a friend who was basically your sister? Then one day just changed. We were friends for almost 12 yrs. You were P’s godmother. When you moved to a new state with your then bf, everything was fine. Fuck we got even closer, talking on the phone everyday for hours. Then you started being more selfish. You only talked about your relationship. I know you’re a pathological liar, but I didn’t know it’d get that bad. You made up horrible lies about him. You always do about your bfs, I don’t know why. You never even asked how P was doing once! You never asked how my pregnancy was going. It was a hard one. Then one day you blew up at. Told me you were only my friend cause you felt bad for me. Told me I didn’t have a job and I’m a horrible mom, I don’t take care of my kids, I’m lazy, so many hurtful things. My kids are my fucking life, I’d do anything for them. You’re not a mom, you’d never fucking understand a love for a child and how hard you strive to be a good mother. And you got pissed at me cause I called you a cunt. I was so hurt, I know I’m not a bad mom but you put that in my fucking head. It felt as if someone so important to me just put me down as hard they could.
Months went by, I couldn’t handle all this hate in my heart. So I told you I wanted to talk. So we went out to lunch. You wanted me to forget everything you told me. How?!? How could I? I tried. We talked for a few days. You still hadn’t changed. I couldn’t take it, so I finally decided I needed you out of my life. It’s been so hard with out you my old friend. But I’m figuring out life without you and so is P. You loved P so much and so did he. Then when I had B you never came and saw me or him, you don’t care and never did.
How can someone who you’ve known for that long just leave like that. Not even care. My heart hurts still, how it all went down. Sometimes I still have hate for you sometimes I miss you… But lately I fucking hate you.
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