husband had a late start for school for a test. So he had to be at school by 11 instead of 7. he let me sleep a little while he watched the kids. had coffee ready for me and kids fed. im on my second cup and still keep dozing off. they are watching some creep kids show about larva. why they find it funny, i dont know. son keeps taking his diaper off. now he keeps spitting his apple out every time he takes a bite. i managed to clean yesterday, but of course the house is messy again. ive figured out im probably depressed. really wanna get help, but i dont know how. but for some great reason, im full of love today, i dont feel like crying at all, i feel like taking my kids out to the park when husband gets home. let them have some fun. i might even go fishing tonight. some well deserved me time.
you know, im not a great writer at all. when i was younger, i used to write some pretty good poetry though. i was abused as a kid, in and out of the system, so i wrote and drew my feelings. but know, i dont even think i could draw a stick figure guy lol.
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