It’s really gloomy today. It’s been raining all day so I’m constantly falling asleep. Even though I have homework to do. I didn’t sleep last night. It was about 8 am when I finally got sleepy. I just spent the night coloring and listening to music. But now I am so tired… and hungry because I haven’t left my bed to get food since last night.
It’s like that feeling when you’re all comfy in bed, but then you realize you have to pee and you debate with yourself if it’s worth getting out of bed to go to the bathroom.
That situation is the definition of my life. I don’t like doing things. I’m inherently lazy and I fully admit to that. I’m so lazy, I could get a job at Microsoft for finding the easiest and most efficient way to get shit done. My friends think I should go out more and get fresh air to “be healthy”. Yeah no. I don’t have the energy to go outside and 1: deal with people and 2: deal with the constant anxiety I face when I go outside. All that stress is too much and too tiring. I refuse to deal with it. I’d rather just sit in my room and be the tired little potato that I am, while slowly worsening my vitamin D deficiency. That is why they make vitamin supplements.
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