My last wonderful Mother’s Day in My 14 year old Grandson was killed

This day was Mother’s Day, and the best one I had ever in my 33 years of being a Mother had! It was just the best day ever, still can’t believe the very next day my world was turned upside down and all kinds of FUCKED up! But back to this my very last completely happy Mother’s Day that I would ever have!
I spent this day with my Husband and our 3 grown kids and they’re families, which is our 4 beautiful Grandkids, and our Daughter’s fiancé! We had a barbecue at our Son’s home, and all my little family was there! Our Daughter was pregnant, about 7 months and she was just glowing on this day! We were all talking about baby names as we knew it was a little boy, Eric our 14 year old Grandson thought we should have another Eric, so he suggested that name, funny because that is also my Daughters fiancé name! I said no we’d have too many Eric’s then, my Husband who is very quiet man piped up and said, there can never be too many Eric’s in the family!
Our oldest Son was there with his 3 kids, while his wife was out on a date with her boyfriend! He had 3 kids, our Grandson Eric who was 14, which he had with his first wife, and then he also had his 2 girls (our GrandDaughters) ages 7 and 2. Our 6 year old GrandDaughter was there as well, watching the little cousins play together was fun, as it always was! The 3 girls played so well and had so much fun this day! This was the first time I’ve ever seen my GrandDaughters with out their Mom, ever! Which now saying it sounds very weird to me? More later......