8/7/2012 Sunday in 2012

So didn't do much today. Finished watching season two of Battlestar Galactica. Wasn't bad, but I do hate those time lapses when they just jump into the future and a lot has changed without you being there to see it. It just removes you completely from the story. Anyway tomorrow I'll start reading Fallout by Ellen Hopkins. Meanwhile they told me that hey plan to go to Oma's house for two weeks during August. I told her that it's not that I don't want to go it's just that I don't want to go for that long. So I guess we will have to see how this turns out. Eventually. Meanwhile I've now quit reading Ana Mardoll's blog. Well I can't say that I'll never go to it ever again, but... I've been kinda pissed at it in the last days and then some other stuff happened and I've realised that I can't stand it anymore. They make presumptions out of thin air then hold them as absolutely true and convince themselves that what they imagined is actually there when a lot of times "a cigar is just a cigar". Sometimes there is no deeper meaning and it's all just a jumble of ideas that your mind put together in pure randomness. Also I think that it all is basically just gnosticism, the thrill of thinking that you have the secret knowledge or code to the world and that you see for what it really is underneath, but maybe I'm just projecting here. Anyway hopefully now that I vented hopefully I can put this behind me.