I actually meant to post this last night, but better late than never!
I love my parents. I just don’t think I could go back to living with them. I’m so afraid of dissappointing them that I don’t tell them everything. They don’t know I quit my job and am now trying to do my own thing. I need to tell them soon, but I’m just so scared for some reason. I don’t want to have to answer all their questions. I guess because I feel like I’m too dependent on them. I mean, I haven’t been lately, but in the past I think I have. I’m supposed to go visit my mom today. I don’t really want to go. I saw her yesterday, she came to my Artistry event, which I appreciate. I’ve always been told to just get a good job with benefits and retire later in life. I don’t want that. I want to live my life now. I actually have looked for another job, but nothing interests me. I know I’ll be bored and unhappy all too soon if I took them. I’m looking for a work at home job now, so we’ll see. My mom is a teachers assistant for 2nd grade class at our church. My dad also works for the church doing the bullitin and communications. I don’t think they would mind me trying to do something myself (my dad had his own business and is a bit of an entrepreneur himself), it’s the fact that I quit my full time job without having another one lined up. I was always told NEVER to do that. But when I quit I felt such relief and peace. It’s been a struggle since then, but Randy has been very supportive (he says it’s better than me crying every morning having to go to work). So I’m pretty sure they’ll think I was stupid, and maybe I was. But it’s made me feel alive again. Anyway, I’ll tell them soon.
Loading comments...