What in the world is wrong with me today? in The Adventures of Sugarbear and Cupcake

I don’t know what my problem is today (the last couple of days really). I’ve just felt so.....blah. It’s like I really want to get working on all the things I want and need to do, but I just haven’t been able to find the energy. I feel fuzzy and just.....blah. Not quite sad, just a bit empty I think is the best way I can describe it. I’ve got to snap out of it though. I have to make deviled eggs and cookies for tomorrow. I’m restless but I don’t want to do anything. Sigh. I don’t even want to do the Artisty event we’re having tomorrow afternoon. And that will hopefully make me some money. I really hope I’m not depressed again. Randy says I am. I just don’t want to have to go back on medication. But at the same time I don’t want to bring him down too. Gotta fight through this. I think I’ll give myself the rest of the night to chill and do nothing, but early in the morning I’ve got to get up and get my butt in gear. I can do this.