Two Weeks Later... in Him

It’s now been about two weeks since we’ve said goodbye and there has been so many time that I have wanted to text GC, but didn’t. I’ve wanted to tell him that I love my new job and my co-workers are great, that classes are stressing me out, how bad I’ve done on my accounting midterms, and that my knee is messed up and how much pain I’m in because of it. Although, today I have never wanted to talk to him more. I’ver never needed him by my side more than this. I got a phone call this morning and was told the a women who has been in my life since I can remember is having open heart surgery and right now all I want is to hear him say that everything will be okay and to keep my head up. Of course I don’t get to hear him say that, so I have to tell myself and just prey to God that he thats care of her. It’s so hard though. I’m not around any of my family to go through this with and no one around me truly understands, as much as they try to. I know GC wouldn’t fully understand either, but just talking to him about thing always made me feel better, even if he didn’t know what to say. Now all there is to do is wait and keep busy, so homework and cleaning here I come.