My husband confessed to me last night that for many months now he has been sneaking off to a local gay bookstore and using the gloryhole they have in the men's room. I'm not terribly surprised that he was exploring his sexuality, but I was a little surprised that he was doing it in a public restroom.
I asked him a lot of questions about it, and I could tell he was embarrassed to talk about it, but he answered me. He said he has only given oral sex there. He has never done more than that, and has never even received oral. He prefers to give than receive. That didn't surprise me.
I asked him how many time he has done it and he shrugged. He said he has been going almost weekly for months. On a single night he may only suck off one or two guys, or it may be busy and he'll suck as many as ten. So I said that means he must have sucked hundreds of cocks and he nodded. I asked him if he swallows and he nodded again.
He wasn't confessing to an occasional infidelity, he was confessing to having unprotected gay encounters with more men than he could count. I asked him if he was going to keep doing it, and if he wanted to have more than just oral with any of these guys. I told him that I understand that he's gay and that the fact that I don't have a penis might leave something to be desired in our sexual relationship.
He said he'd like to try proper sex with men if he had my permission. I figured that was a good time for me to tell him that I've been having sex with Liz, my friend from the trans discussion group. He didn't seem to react much to that at all. Considering he'd been so honest with me, I told him everything about my sexual relationship with Liz, including that I have real feelings for her and I don't plan on stopping.
Funny that I don't see this as changing anything in our relationship.
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