School in Stories of my life... literally

So I started college and because of that I was pretty much forced to choose my major. I feel like I’m not ready. Life needs to slow down because I still feel like I’m 10 years old with no worries. I chose accounting because I figured I’m good at math, I work at a tax office and it seems like something I could do. I want to do something with makeup because I have a passion for it. But i feel like now a days every single girl wants to be a makeup artist and it’s too common and it would be even more difficult to make a career out of it. I want to follow my dreams but I’m so so afraid of failing. I decided that I’m gonna do something now (as my backup) then go to beauty school and hopefully combine the two somehow. But I want to change my major from accounting to business management. Life is hard and full of decisions and I hate it. I have a macroeconomics test soon and I’m not sure what 70% of it means. I think I’m going to get a tutor and I think most of my class feels the same exact way. Adulting sucks but it’s gotta be done.