New season in At the foot of the hill

With the Autumnal Equinox only days away, it’s as good a time as any to take a look at what’s up with me… I’ve had my round of doctor appointments…Everything is good. So why do I feel the way I do?
I’m in a rut, first off. My days are so “same-o, same-o”. Time to do something about that.
Also: I am having a bit of a problem keeping “it” together. Lately, if things don’t go exactly as I expect them to, I am apt to melt down and break out in tears. It’s like I’ve lost control of my life.
Well, I am considering making some changes. Changes in my routine. Changes in my activities. Maybe even some changes in my surroundings.
I have a sort of plan for starters. I’ll let you know how that works out.