This porch this patio this lanai it is a safe zone. I can hear the cars speeding by they exist in a different realm. I can feel myself moving and shaking yet sitting all at the same time and I have to allow more.
I feel good lately. Stronger. On better footing when it comes to Tyler. He is a large part of my life and with him gone the past few months it’s been an odd space of weight I felt lingering on my chest as if I couldn’t quite breathe correctly.
I can breathe now
It has been pleasant. He has been calm and talking and helpful and loving. It’s really nice and I really think we can all be happy. It’s just a matter of reactions.
Every single thing is what you make of it and how you react. We must train the brain to see the light and positive side of things. Focus on the joys not the sorrows in a sense. I would never say don’t pay attention to the sorrows because every single thing is a lesson. Heed the focus of joy creates peace.
A loud truck with tinking chains speeds by and I know they are not adhering to the speed limit. I want to live on a road with not a lot of traffic!
Peace and quiet sounds of the night able to be heard, animals, birds, bugs even. A large yard with a fence, dark wood features in my home, finished basement! And so it is!
I’m all over the place you see, my mind moving in directions leading to more much more. I can feel the energy bursting and just when the darkness rubs its grimey little hands together and thinkers it has overpowered the light think again!!
Light storms in with all its forces at its back and demands to shine blinding the darkness and sending it scurrying into the cracks of the world completely shut out.
We will overcome. We will awaken to the light we possess within us. And the darkness will go back where it belongs far away from us.
I can feel the diffidence in the air tonight. I know that I allow others feelings and emotions to stream through me linking on to certain parts of my heart. Wrenching feeling gripping its tentacles around my heart. I cannot heal if i cannot breathe. I cannot breathe if i do not ground balance and focus.
Peace is my mantra along with many others. Peace.
Peace.
Peace.
Peace.
Peace.
Peace.
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