To myself
You rarely think your own thoughts to be real.
You tell yourself, “I feel something”, yet you really don’t. You tell yourself, “its allright”, when your inside is crying out, “it’s not”. You told yourself that you don’t want more, or that you shouldn’t have more and bent your head on to agreeing without realizing that in fact you hate it. Started to obey when not even having been asked to. Bent, bowed and broken. (GoT fans would understand, haha)
Never analysed my own feelings, and never understood them and their message. Look, he keeps on trying. He wants your attention undivided. Just as you do. The difference is, he is loud… Why is my heart so cold?
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