I have been sick for 11 days!!!!!!!!! in The Life Of A Lovely Lacy 2014

Seriously, I have been sick for 11 days and Im soooo over it!!!!!!! But I also havent smoked weed in 11 days and im pretty damn proud of myself. I didnt really plan on quitting, it just happened and oddly im very okay with it. i feel good about it. Im going to start applying at credit unions. now ill be able to pass a damn drug test and get a better job. I need more money, im tired of being stressed out and i need a new effing car. Im also soooo sick of driving to and from folsom every day!!!!!!!!!!!!! it took me an hour to get home today, are you kidding me?! I really hope i can get a better job soon, that will be a really good step in the right direction. OK so im watching this miley cyrus unplugged and im kind of impressed. Theres something about her that i really love. but there is something about her that i cant stand. LOL. Juan went back to san jose on sunday. we literally spent six weeks together. I feel like we got soooo close. I adore him. he is so special to me. we have only been dating for four months but i feel so close to him, i really love him so much. Ive never had these feelings for someone before. it makes me question if i was ever really in love before. he is truly and amazing person and i feel so lucky to have such a wonderful person in my life. ive never had someone care for me like he has. literally NO ONE. not even my own mother. it feels amazing to have someone so caring and to have someone love me. for once im not begging for someones love and acceptance. i felt happy before, but now i really feel like my life is complete. ive never felt so happy before. im in love with him. <3