The Cold/or Allergies in A New Journey

Good Morning its early, I turned and tossed all night and even the last few nights, can’t sleep due to this cold or just bad allergies, nose has been running like a waterfall, and drainage in the back of my throat, waking up with a sore throat. REALLY not now I don’t have time for this. SO be it. I am dealing with it and taking meds for now and Chef came over and woke me up at 1230 saying he wasn’t feeling well either another cold as well. SO I got up and got his meds for him and gave it to him and Ill get some more today. This high winds around here in West Texas does not help with allergies, I had tried to stay indoors during those days.
My garage sale had to be postponed due to every one plans were changed and I was the only one that was available to do it. I don’t think so not by myself, SO its been postponed for 2 weeks. I was a little upset with every one plans changing as I had asked them to help me a month ago. They all changed their plans in the last minute. I felt like that would be the last time I will help them next time, but that is NOT me. I have a huge heart I will do anything to help as it does keep me busy (my own opinion).
I got all my stuff organized and sorted out for the garage sale its all at my BFF garage, so my apt is starting to look almost empty, I took down some wall decorations, left the nails in the walls as I have to put some putty in the holes before I move, they (apartment office) told that they will charge me 1.00 per hole I have made. I have a lot of pictures on the walls or some kind of western wall decorations. As I am a Cowgirl and I love anything with western/cowgirl/cowboy wall decorations. I am planning on my carpet to be shampooed by a good friend who will it for a case of beer. I hope I will get most of my deposit back, $650 back. I will for sure have it nicely cleaned out when I leave.
I can’t believe I have only 3 months left and each week I see it getting closer I start to stress out more as I am with lots of worries of my big major changes. I am excited and also sad at the same time.
I know its time for me to “LET GO” of my son Chef even tho he is my neighbor, I raised him all by my self and I am so happy and proud of his accomplishments, but he still has more things too achieve in his life, he has one more year to finish his Associates in Computer info System. HE really wants to work for a computer tech company as he knows that will bring good money for himself and his daughter. I know he will do it. His Chef is is dreams to be a good cook himself, he once told me when he cooks its like ART. I knew exactly what he meant. SO I know he will do it in his time.
This week I have several things to get done,
clean 3 clients homes
-Rocket has dentist appt for cavities
-call Colorado Child Support office. (I will share that at another time)
-call Advance Bionics about my processor batteries.
(not sure if many of you know I am deaf and I wear Cochlear Implants and they are the best thing that has happened in my life, I will take advantage of anything that will allow me to hear)
-Make a Dr appt for me
-babysit the girls again for 4 days. ( I have been doing this for 4 or more years)
OH I want to share something that has really brightened my days the last few weeks
I had gotten a text message several weeks ago from my sis in law ( she is still my sis in law even tho I am divorced to her brother, we are very close and that will never go away) she sent me a message about an app called MARCO POLO, its an app, its like a Video Walkie Talkie, I can sent small video chats to my daughter or my grand kids, well ever since I got that app I have been getting a video chat from my youngest Grandson every day. HE is such a character, he has the most happy Sense of humor in him that he brightens my day every day. HE always sent me a message every morning on his way to school and wishes me to have a great day and he LOVES me. he always makes some kind of joke along his messages. This has made me realize you can’t miss a day with out them and treasure every moment you hear from them. My granddaughter will send me a message once or twice a week, she is too busy with her life in Junior high.
Well I must get off and get to my ladies house and get my 100 year old and her 78 year old MS daughter up for the day. I do this 7 days a week and I make them breakfast every morning and house hold things and I also put them down to bed 7 days a week. I am their caretaker. SO I never have a day off, They are my sweet ladies I so look forwards to them every morning. Yesterday I took them to get their hair done as I had mine done as well.
NOW I am off to my ladies house.
Have great day!