Yesterday was more of the same. I am afraid to do to much because I dont want to make the bleeding start again. I am SO sick of sitting on my sofa watching netflix. I need new shows, movies and books to keep me entertained. I am so ready for this hysterectomy, 13 days and counting. Then I can start recovering.
I will have the husband home with me for 5 days then I will basically be alone for 8-10 hours a day. The husband is going to TRY to get home for lunch everyday to make sure I have eaten and have taken my meds. We are probably gonna get the step son to come by after school to make sure Duke goes to potty. We are in the habit of precooking our breakfast and lunch so at least that wont be a new thing. However he is use to me cooking dinners mostly alone. I like to eat at 5:30/6 and he doesnt get in til 5:15, I see lots of snacks in my future lol. I am going to try to find good low carb meals that are freezer friendly. I have already sent him 5 go to quick dinners that will provide us with lunch the next day.
I am WAY over thinking things I am sure. But I have never had a surgery where my Mom, Dad, Siblings, Kids were not right there to help me if I needed it. Now that I am 2 hours from everyone this is scary and lonely.
I had planned on having K my oldest daughter come stay with me for a few days when The Husband had to go back to work. Til I got a message at 11pm one night a few weeks ago that she was leaving at 3 AM headed to TN to live. Some guy she was dating decided he wanted to go live with his family so OFF she went. Typical K.
Exactly 3 weeks after my surgery I have to be at my other Daughter’s. She is having a breast reduction and there is no way I can NOT go help her. I just hope and pray I am better by then.
ok I am just rambling. I am trying to make it a habit to write again. I miss being an active member of OD…Prosebox has just never felt like home :/.
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