below the line in not this again

So heading into the end of march, the third month of the year, first quarter down my husband has worked a grand total of 2 days.

ive been applying for work, there either simply isnt work or its just shitty no end jobs such as basic admin. I get interviews but they never go any where. Such as working 12 hours a week setting up chiropractors rooms with ttowels and ambient or classical music. I think i was too old and over qualified. They wanted a kid.

it cant continue like this. Im 36 now and i dont want to be 46 and wondering where my next grilled cheese sandwich is coming from.

at times i dont know what i can do about it. And as a woman and a wiife im not keeping it together.

it is all over whelming.

my MIL who im not a huge fan of gave us $1,000 as we wanted to,move and get ontop of bills.

ive applied for social housing in other areas. I mever wanted too after what happened with those awful neighbors when i was in womens housing before… But we need to get out of here. I really want Canberra but thats a whole different state and you have to be a Canberra resident to apply for housing there. So thats a no go. We need to go somewhere theres decent work and we can get away fromthe welfare office.

its destroying my husband. Watching him live like this is really difficukt. He has so much going for him but here where we live there is nothing. And its taking its toll. In a big way.

im trying to change our lives it just cant keep going on. Im trying to make sure we eat good food. We go out for cpffee every now and then just to get oout of the house and frrl like real people.

it just cant stay like this, can it?

Last updated March 26, 2017